###### # ####### ##### # # ###### # # # # # # # #### ###### # # # # # # # # # # # # # # ##### ###### # # # # #### # # ##### # ## # # # # # # # # # # # # ## ## # # # # # # # # # # # # # ###### ###### ####### ####### ##### #### # # # # # # # # ###### # # # # # #### #### # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # ## # # # # ##### # # # # # #### # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # # ## ####### # ###### ###### ## ## # ###### #### #### # # 07.16.2006 R.I.P. The Break Today The Break closed down. For last 3-4 years that place has been my home away from home, for others longer and for some, their home. It's where I learned to play (Thanx Stryder and Brandon for the lessons and all the others that helped, there are too many to name), it's where I ran my first rack (Thanx to Zack for watching), and where I made 5 on the break in 9-Ball. So many memories of playin, playin crack, league play, and all those "impossible" shots that were made. I had the opportunity to play the last game, the last set, and be one of the last people to gamble (the other being Rudy, he got the last shot and he deserves that). Good times were had by all. It's the end of era. I still can't believe I can't go back. I don't have a quote yet 07.11.2006 - Circle K day When shit hits the fan, it's next destination is the walls. "Gold lion's gonna tell me where the light is Take our hands out of control"-Yeah Yeah Yeahs 06.13.2006 - Tuesday the 13th Yesterday I broke and ran out for the first time in 9-ball. "Hey man look at me rockin' out I'm on the radio With Danny and Lisa"-System of a Down 06.08.2006 I killed B.L.A.Ke. "Around the world, Around the world Around the world, Around the world Around the world, Around the world Around the world, Around the world"-Daft Punk 05.14.2006 So we named him B.L.A.Ke. "1,2,3 What should I do Get fucked up And fuck up with you"-Rob Zombie 05.01.2006 May Fool's The Hulk 2.0 has been out sourced and replaced with The Hulk Revolution (Nintendo dropped the name so I picked it up). 03.05.2006 Website is back up and improving. Yesterday the house behind my house caught on fire for the second time in 3 months. They need to burn this mothafucka to the ground and just condem it. The FD got there pretty fast and put it out but it's obvious the someone is trying to burn it down (probably insurance money or an eco-arsonist). It hasn't rained in 150+ days, the moutain is really dry, so I really don't want my house burning down. Work's slow, so I'm updating. I had some Taco Bell for lunch. Got the door on my car fixed for free (yeah yeah). "Angel's wings gonna carry me away"-Social Distorition 02.07.2006 Yesterday I started a new job at iPower!!! Finally making bank. Things are gonna change, I can feel it. I've got some many plans, fix the car, change my room a bit more, get the back room more put together and buy a Predator 314 shaft for my cue. "These people are creeping me out (these days)"-Good Charlotte 11.04.2005 Money can't buy you happiness, but poverty can't buy you anything Money-Those without it complain, those with it feel its pain "It's so hard not to stare at that honky tonk badonkadonk"-Trace Adkins 10.19.2005 Tonight was the first night of the fall season of T.A.P. (the pool league I play in) My team, The Strokers, got two new members (Big Joe and some guy named Jason, don't know how long he'll be with us) and lost a great vetran player (Gary). I went 3-2 against Mel (I know he was pissed, he hates losing) while my team went 2-3 (thanx to a forfit). After that I bummed around the break till 2 a.m. On the way home I stopped at Jack in the Box, I got a #8 and asked for some ranch for curly fries and bbq sauce for my chicken strips, stupid bitch (a differt gal from my previous post) only gave me one of each (I want my Mexican seniorita back!) and decided to update my page, finally. "There's a place up ahead and I'm goin' just as fast as my feet can fly"-C.C.R. 08.28.2004 This one is for the good people at Jack in the Box. First I get chewed out by the owner of my employer over the phone for telling the truth. Fucking, conservative, asshole. Let that be a lesson kidz, don't tell the truth, it would have been better and easier if I had lied. Second I go to The Break and I slowy begin to realize I'm paying to be in a shit hole. It's fucking hot (you shouldn't sweat playing pool, unless you're playing Xtreme Pool), it smells like a high school locker room during football season, and the scum of universe are just yelling about their fucked up lives and drama like everyone else cares, and people walk in front of me (repeatidly) despite there being a walkway right behind me. Like Jeryl said, it's The Break: Cue Club, not The Break: scum social club. Third, I go to The Oasis and get the worst, possible serivce I've ever had. Didn't leave a tip and don't plan on coming back. But after I dropped off Jeryl I stopped at Jack in the Box, I order a meal and when I grabbed for the bag, I just caught the edge of it, it ripped and some of the fries spilled out to the ground. The lady working there just smiled and asked if I wanted some more ketchup or BBQ sauce since some of the packets were on the ground (I declined and just picked them up myself) and then she handed me a full thing of fries (about half the fries fell out). This curtesy really made my night. That's why that one is for the people working the graveyard shift, making minimun wage at Jack in the Box. "I got peed on"-Dimo 07.25.2004 I really hate sayings, expecially the one about good things... "I wish I could tell you, But the words would come out wrong, Oh if you only knew The way I felt for so long"-Green Day 06.15.2004 I'm not dead (yet), I've just been hibernating for the summer. I started working on my next stunt video. The title is "The Past." It will be good. 05.10.2004 Now our education has ended and all this weed I smoked made my mind bended (er... bent)-Lyle Wilson '04 "Swinging Sixties Here I come!-Quincy Jones and His Orchestra 04.12.2004 Made a candle light dinner for Ana tonight. It feels good to do something nice for someone else. My GTA: Vice City is coming along nicely. Should hopefully be done by the end of the month. 04.01.2004 These songs need ska covers: 1. Adam Ant - Desperate But Not Serious 2. Wham! - Wake Me Up Before You Go Go 3. Huey Lewis & the News - Hip to Be Square "April Fools!, jackass"-That's the quote 03.30.2004 QHOBBES: smoke! Bashley23: no! QHOBBES: for it is the cure for all sickness "I can't get no satisfaction"-The Rolling Stones 03.28.2004 Good luck dad. "If the roof is on fire, Let the mother fucker burn"-50 Cent 03.25.2004 Emantsipated! Smoke 'em if you got 'em "Intergaltic, Planetry, Planetry, Ingergaltic"-Beastie Boys 03.24.2004 I began messing around with DSL (www.damnsmalllinux.org) today. It's a nice alternative to Windows. "You're not like me, and I'm not like you"-50 Cent 03.23.2004 Is there a difference between addicted and dependent? If there is does that difference matter? Play pool (9-Ball!). "This shit happens all the time, You gotta get yours before I get mine"-Snoop Dogg 03.21.2004 Spring break is over. Suxor. Oh well, camping with B-rad and his crew was fun and so was only working one day. Went bowling and out to eat with aunt and uncle. "Whenever I'm alone with you, You make me feel like I am home again"-The Cure 03.11.2004 Could this be the end??? "It's making me crazy... Everytime I look around... It's in my face"-OMC 03.03.2004 God this is making me frustrated. "I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad"-Gorillaz 03.01.2004 Good luck with the store Tony, I'll be by when I can. "We can drive it home, with one headlight"-The Wallflowers 02.28.2004 The new poem I posted I enterd in my schools contest. Wish me luck. I'll need it with this much controversy. "Bang Bang, That awful sound, Bang Bang, My baby shot me down"-Nancy sinatra 02.26.2004 Ana, I only miss you when I'm away. ;) "And she said, 'You come from a land down under'"-Spunge (doing the cover) 02.23.2004 Was that negoatiating or using diplomacy? Anyways, does that make me a diplomat? "What a very special time for me, As I remember what a night"-Four Seasons (yeah I know about the spelling) 02.22.2004 I was in Cali for the weekend for my aunts wedding. Happy umm... wedding I guess. Happy birthday to my cousins Stuart and Thea or Theia or however you spell it and to my new step-cousin Maryann and happy aniversery to my grandparents. You don't know what you got tell it's gone... err.. you're gone. I missed you Ana. I have 5 days to write the best poem I have ever written. "What's the next one? It's the one about me"-Janet Jackson 02.19.2004 Went out with Ana tonite. "I don't wanna be a pinhead no more, I just met a nurse I could go for"-The Ramones 02.17.2004 Life=Back on track "It's funny how I find myself in love with you"-Talk Talk 02.16.2004 Yay. Work was actually ok today. I wonder why...? "Children are innocent, Teenagers are fucked up in the head, Adults are even more fucked up, and the Elderly are like children"-Porno For Pyros 02.14.2004 Today I get to hopefully meet her parents. Hope everything goes well... "Put my last quater on, I play Authority Song"-Jimmy Eat World 02.11.2004 Break the sterotype. Jews are not their own race. "Growing up leads to growing old and then to dying, and dying to me don't sound like all that much fun"-John Cougar Mellencamp 02.10.2004 I think I lost my cell phone. Mad. "Well I got something to say, I killed your baby today"-The Misfits 02.09.2004 "Alright! Alright! I'll walk in the mud!"-Homer Simpson Now if that doesn't describe my life. 02.08.2004 Thanks. I'm sorry Effie but I was messed up and shouldn't have said that. Thanks for the advice though. ;) Happy B-day Jeryl. "Just a sentimental train wreck"-The Influents Being nice gets you nowhere, except last. 02.07.2004 If I become a total ass will I be #1? Sometimes I wonder. "I like bacon because it's not sausage."-Me 02.05.2004 Sunnyslope b-ball got away with murder. Hung out with boys and the grrls at my house (of course). New poem almost done. I think you'll like it. Added that cool banner to the top of blog. 02.04.2004 Everyone should be a nonconformist. Met her (it's a different one!) today. She seems pretty cool. Worked 5-9, then did some drinking with the boys. "The only difference that I see, is that you are exactly the same as use to be"-The Wallflowers 02.03.2004 Got my perfect attandance award today. Yay. "The secret to happiness is not doing what you like, but liking what you do." 02.02.2004 Saw The Butterfly Effect with the guys. It was alright. If you can't see something, smell something, taste something, or hear something, but you can feel it, can it still hurt you? "Everytime I try to help someone, it turns to shit"-The Butterfly Effect Half-days are fun. "Hey there, I hope everything's alright"-ATB That's for all the hell you caused me. From FreeVibe.com: True And False Question 2: Unlike other illegal drugs, marijuana isn't addictive. X True False Nice try... research shows that people who regularly smoke marijuana have withdrawal symptoms... You can have withdrawl symptoms if you stop breathing, it's called "death". Outlaw breathing. 02.01.2004 Jeff, don't be stupid. Depression is contagious. 01.29.2004 So my school is gonna give me a perfect attendance award for 1 semester, what about the other 3 years? Fucking idiots. "You could stand me up at the gates of hell, but I won't back down"-Tom Petty 01.28.2004 Should I follow my heart or my instincts? Last time I followed my heart I felt like hell after. And I'm still feeling it. "Have fun go mad, do what I say"-Blair 01.27.2004 Wrote a new poem today. Not quite sure what it's about. 01.26.2004 GLC brings up an interesting point. I'll have to test it sometime. "Do you feel? Do you lie?"-The Network 01.25.2004 Had a party last night. Someone forgot to save their drama for their momma, so it will probably be the last one for awhile. Back to kick-backs. "I lost before I did any wrong"-Green Day Listen to the song "Like A Stone" by Audioslave. During the guitar solo there is a mad techno beat in the background! Also in music related news, listen to the beginning of "Weapon Of Choice" by Fatboy Slim and to the beginning of "Move Your Feet" by Junior Senior. Hmm... 01.24.2004 Sorry for not updating this, I didn't have anything to report. Tonight, err last night I guess (the 23rd) was fun. Went to a wrestling meet, a basketball game (diragotory comments my ass!), hung out a B's and went to a hooka bar for the first time. Hooka smoke is so smoooooooth. God I miss her so much. I miss her smile, her voice, and just her presence. Hopefully I can see her tomorrow. What am I getting myself into? "If nothing is forever, then what makes love (and a diamond) the exception?"-Outkast Stressed and depressed, two words that sound alike, but mean the same thing. 01.21.2004 I need to get my life back together. 01.20.2004 Check the baseline out. No one was at B's tonight, that was kind of weird. 01.19.2004 It's so funny how my life paralells my work. I escape reality to goto work and I escape work to goto reality. 0 for 4 and I never even got past the 3rd question. That sounds familar. I can't beleive they said that. I'm not turning out like him, I'm turning into him. Being nice in life gets you nowhere. Why am I learning this the hard way? All my beleifs have just been shatterd. Maybe I'll find out tomorrow if it does pay off. Could you imagine if you held someone's life/faith in the words of you mouth. I can only wonder. BFP? Maybe. I dunno. 01.18.2004 They say that when a man truly loves something, and that love is not returned, something in him dies. Boy, do I feel dead inside. I feel like something in me is missing. What is it?